New Moon and Life

I and Twilight fans alike have been anxiously awaiting the release of New Moon for a year. Finally, last night at midnight, I got to see the movie. I came in town yesterday afternoon, spent some time at my old job visiting my sister and my old co-workers, went to dinner with Mom and Maygon, saw Maygon's new apartment (her devil dog Buster didn't bite me!) and saw the midnight premiere of New Moon.
I was really pleased with the way the movie turned out, especially as a fan of the books, I was really interested to see how they put the book on screen. The movie made me laugh out loud on more than one occasion, it made me want to scream at Edward for being so selfish and Bella for being such a drama queen, and most surprisingly made me doubt my allegiance to Team Edward. Taylor Lautner did a really great job this time around of playing Jacob, and I won't lie I feel guilty for thinking this 17 year old is so darn attractive (his 8 pack is undeniable), kudos to Taylor Swift for snagging this cutie. Don't get me wrong, I am so a Robert Pattinson fan, I definitely made sure I did not miss his appearance on Ellen today.

Another great movie I watched today was the new Star Trek movie, which even though I am by no means a "trekkie", I really enjoyed. My Mom had to explain some things to me but I really did like the movie.

On another note,
Does anyone have those times when every song on the radio seems to speak directly to you? Well I've been in this mood for like two weeks now, where every song I hear, I think of how it totally fits what is going on in my life. I have been so contemplative lately, I just think about everything, all the time, I am just thinking thinking thinking, it is getting a little frustrating let me tell you.

I have 6 days of classes left, then finals and then Winter Break. When classes start back in January, I will be starting my 3rd to last semester of college, where in the world did the time go?? I feel like the first two and a half years of college have flown me by, and I honestly don't know what to make of my time so far at CNU. I can't help but think how different my life could be right now. I am seriously going to be a Senior in college in less than a year, what the heck?!

My only fear is that I am going to look back on my four years and feel like something was missing, or have regrets, and that is not any way I want to live. I want to feel like I am making every second count, if not what am I here for? God put me on this earth and gave me life so I can live it to the full, and I really need to start living it to the full, I'm just not quite sure how to do that and that scares me a little bit.

I want to know that while I had my youth I enjoyed it. I want to be happy and I want to feel accomplished.

I know this is so long and random but all I do is think nowadays so I had a lot to put out there.